December 2010
13 posts
Fixing things
So tonight, this is it. Tonight I start all those new year resolutions I promised I would. But before I do, I need to add some to the list.
Apparently, I have a temper. I guess I never really noticed it, but it’s there, so he says. So I will work on that. Next, I’ll work on my language. I’ve only cussed a very few times around him, but I guess it was enough. Those two little...
I know I promised I wouldn’t care, but it’s really hard not to. I just wish I hadn’t come. I want to go home and cry under my covers.
That was the most expensive disappointment I’ve ever paid for.
“You are more than the choices that you’ve made. You are more than the sum...”
– Tenth Avenue North
Promise
Alright. I’m gonna go. And when I get there, I will act as if nothing is different, because it very well might not be. But if it is, I won’t care. I will put it out of my mind, and I will have a good time. I will. I won’t let myself do any less.
This is what I’m going to make myself promise to do. No matter what. Because it’s only one full day. And no matter how...
Roller Coaster
I’ve forgotten how hard it is to have a crush on someone. It’s a thrashing roller coaster, that twists and turns, loops and cork screws, and the only thing you know to do is to hold on for dear life. You hold your breath, hoping that is ends happy, hoping that your heart and head is in tact at the end, and that when your done, there is someone to hold your hand at the end of the...
Heaven
random-people:
She is his heaven on earth. He is holding her hand and he looks so content, there is nothing in the world he would rather be doing. He can’t take his eyes off her. Don’t let her go, stranger.
“Baby you’ll be famous, chase you down until you love me, Paparazzi.”
– Paparazzi, Lady Gaga
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Rewind, and Start Over
Ok, so, I kinda wigged out last time. I’ve been thinking (which is never a good thing, as it got me in this mess in the first place), and I’ve come to the conclusion I might have blown things up just a little in my own head. Three weeks away from the drama SHOULD have been a blessing, but of course, not in my world. My mind can’t keep still for that long. I’m still trying...
The Game
I hate crushes. I hate them with a burning passion.
Since when did society decide this was the way that we were going to handle dating? Because I’m fairly sure this is the stupidest way we could have come up with. Most of the time, we barely get to know someone before we decide we like them, or other people around you decide you should like them. Stupid.
Next, it’s stupid that after...
I love Sweet Home Alabama. It’s such a cute movie <3
teehee. The music geek in me approves... →
Beautiful Moments
And so it is christmas break. Life is so very different now it seems. I’m not so sure what to make of it. You think in High School that everything is so confusing and hard and painful, and that you just can’t wait till you’re done and in college, and that everything will be better. But that is so not true. In fact, I think in a way, college is worse. At least in light of big...