okay, so here is the official list:
1) Practice the Piano once a day.
Okay, so if I want to be anywhere near good enough in my career to do well and succeed, I need to be better at this instrument. I can play. Not well. So I’m going to play at least a little bit a day, even if I don’t have that much time. I’m also taking lessons, so that will help things move along.
2) Project 365
This is a photography thing in which I will take a photo at once a day, to improve my photography. I would love to be better at this, so I’m gonna try.
3) Work on my Language
Well, this is pretty self explanatory. I don’t have the best of mouths, and I know its not attractive on a christian young woman. Not only is it my language, but it’s the way I speak. I tend to be a know it all sometimes. I tend to correct people. I know this isn’t a good trait, and it turns people off. Also, I have a bit of a temper. I overreact quite well over little things that don’t really matter. So now, I’m going to stop and think things through. Before I say something stupid, I’m going to ask myself if it’s the good thing to say. I’m hoping my friends will hold me accountable as well, if I ever say something that bothers them. I don’t want to hurt them. This is probably one of the more important resolutions that I have.
4) Read my Bible Daily
This is another one that is self explanatory. I really need to work on this, I talk to my Lord and Savior daily, but that’s not at all the same.So I’m going to get better at this as well.
5. Stop Searching for Love, and Realize the One I Already Have.
I’m tired of looking in all the wrong places for this, because I feel alone. This is one of my biggest struggles in my whole life. What’s funny is that I have the greatest love of all time from my Lord Jesus, and yet I still search. Time and time again I struggle with this, feeling as if I don’t measure up. I feel as if I’m not good enough for someone to care about me, and it kills me. My whole life I’ve felt as if I have someone that loves me, then I am worth something. But you know what? That’s not true. I already have someone that loves me, and His love counts more than anyone’s on this earth. I matter because HE loves me. The Lord of all creation. He DIED for me. So I should be able to live up o my potential because of Him, and share his love with others. He has the greatest love of all. So my resolution is to realize His love for me, and share it with others, so they can experience it as well. The tattoo I’m getting if a reminder for me. It’s a reminder that I already have the greatest love of all, and that I shouldn’t hide it, forget about it, or leave it locked away. This is my biggest and most important resolution. One that I will be working on not just this year, but the rest of my life.
Well, there you have it. If you read this, and you know me well, please feel free to hold me accountable to them. I’m going to strive to keep them all, but the last three matter the most. 2011, here we go…
